Today has been a challenge! You know the kind of day right? Men are assholes, kids are driving you nuts, calling you at work. Boss is driving you even more nuts. Having a bad hair day, didn't get your coffee, dog pooped on the floor day. Yeah...one of thooooose.
I know there is a happy, pretty, independent woman in there somewhere...hopefully skinnier too..just crying to get out. I usually try to shut her up with cookies...but I think I sense a revolt coming on. I am just in the kind of mood to let her blow! I need a change. I need new clothes. A decent bra would be a great start. I need exercise...fresh air. I need a girls night, a spa day, and some church up in me NOW!
I think it is natural, especially for women, to feel the need to reinvent themselves from time to time. I think I am getting close. Maybe the change in the weather, maybe spring fever, call it what you will. In any event, I think this time around I will go with it. Shake it up a bit. Try to get some of ME back, rather than wife, mom, employee blah blah blah.
Maybe as close as I will come for now is locking myself in the bathroom for a half hour lol, but hey I will take what I can get!